How and what they think makes them who they are. Not who I am.

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"Reconciliation does not mean we submit ourselves to abuse and the cruelty and lack of response to others. Even Jesus told His disciples to avoid certain people." (Mathews 10:14)

Right now I don't mind if they don't care about me anymore. It won't hurt me as much as how it did before. If they blame me for their misery, I won't retaliate about it. But it wouldn't mean I would submit to their biddings and conditions.

Also, I would acknowledge the fact that, even though I deny so much, I still have this feeling of being 'concern' to them. It would be stupid for me if I said. "I won't care because they don't anyway"  because I know that I still do.

I'm not a bad person. Even if they say I do because I chose my happiness, ending up looking like a selfish brat as well, I don't care. At all. I'll let them.

How they think makes them who they are. Not who I am anyway.