One thing true about me

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Once I start crying... nothing can stop me... I have to cry over even small things for a whole night...

Fun!

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How can anyone NOT like this stairs? XD

10 Few reasons why I love you.

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1. You can see right through the real me. Always. Its scary sometimes...

2. You don't judge me.

3. You accept me just the way I am.

4. I love the way you tell me I'm the most beautiful girl in your eyes...

5. The way you hold and kiss me is amazingly unbelievable...

6. You trust me enough to show your sensitive side.

7. You complete me.

8. The way I think about you and can't get you out of my mind.

9. Because you are YOU.

10. Because I would be nothing without YOU.

Measuring my Insanity-level

Loneliness can never kill me, it can only devour my sanity. 
It may not only destroy my body, but may also shatter my soul.

Happiness seems to be so out of reach for me tonight, as this lonesomeness makes me cry. 
Amid this solitary night, I sang my own story of plight. 

My heart aches, my soul waivers, my mind stares in void,
my body frozen,
With only my spirit still alive, I hope to endure with my own votive.

How I yearn for tenderness, for a simple gesture of love, 
but all I see is a mirror, reflecting my swollen eyes.

Damn my weakness, damn it all. 
All I see is a girl I knew no more.

Now is the time to end this pantomime.
So as to stop my crime, and make everything back to sublime. 

I beckon my courage, I convene my strength,
I summon you to make me smile, 
for the sake of my sanity, oh so fragile.

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House Parts?

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Yeah don't ask! I want!!!

Akri di diyum - The Lord and Master will rule.

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I rule my will. I govern myself. No one can ever make me feel inferior without my permission! If one dares to, I force myself to say that it's just their insecurities that make them attack me.

Words - insulting or not, won't stop me! I'll held my head up high and preserve my self-respect and sense of purpose. I got people who loves me dearly, who am I to be ashamed of?!

Peace can only be grasped within. This, I've experienced on hand. And its something VERY VERY HARD TO ATTAIN ALONE!! *sigh*

May all Gods guide me away from my wrath... 

Personal Lair?

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This must be a very cool room for my son or daughter in the near future. I salute whoever designed this room!!

Blessed December ♥♡♥

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This last month of the year, as I celebrated it with my family, friends and of course with my Love One, regardless of all the bad things that happened to me, I was able to smile wholeheartedly.


Rey went back here last December 24,2010 and stayed until January 9,2011. It might have been too short for us, but I enjoyed every moment together with my darling. A really perfect gift from God! ♥ And I'm really happy that I was able to hug him, kiss him (more more!) and spend time with him in person~ another wish come true and more and more soon!! Definitely! I'm sure we'll be together again in no time. Oh I LOVE THIS PERSON SO MUCH!!! ♥ ♥ ♥


Plus, we were able to spend time with our friends as well! Glad they were back in Manila just in time! So happy~~


Anyway! I would definitely miss his presence! I doubt anyone could imagine how much I long for him!!*sigh* But, I really do am blessed; despite what's happening to me, his love is so strong it just keeps me going, in addition to that, I have my real friends supporting me! What more could I ask for?!


Hope that 2011 would be a good year for everyone! ^^